Horny....

like hell.... and Robin is away for the week working. Normally I have a kind of background horniness which is ok and I can cope with. Its like an annoying niggle that you can ignore most of the time but flares up occasionally. But this week has been awful - sort of migraine like in comparison to a headache type thing. Why I've no idea, but I wish to God Robin was here to make the most of it with.

Instead I've had to rely on the old battery powered friend - which helped to a certain extent, but not really. Knowing my luck though this feeling will have subsided by the time Robin gets home.
Actually, thinking about it, its probably linked to the mid point of my monthly cycle around which times I do usually get a bit more interested in sex and the like. (well its natures way of perpetuating the species) but this month is far worse.

And with the horniness has come a huge wave of kinkiness too. Which again ebbs and peaks but is worse this week.I don't often talk about my kinks on here, but basically I like BDSM, I'm a submissive and proud of it. [Which isn't an excuse for a whole load of HNG's (Horny Net Geeks) to start mailing me as I only submit to one person and that is Robin.] But with him working away I rarely get time to be able to do that. What with needing to get the girls out of the house while we play and him be home and neither of us ill.... you get the picture on how hard it is to play.

Now while I understand all of the above reasons on an intellectual level, I think that the link that tells my body that is missing. All of which means I've been walking about, dreaming of and constantly thinking of a good session where I'm bound and submit and get a good spanking etc ... you get the picture. In fact its probably just as well I'm not male or the hard on in my trousers would be obvious to all and really hard to hide. I guess God did know what he was doing when he made me female after all!

On a completely different note, I'm taking my daughter to the cinema tomorrow with a few friends as a belated birthday treat. 4 girls, one boy aged 6-8 and two adults (I roped a friend into coming too) how hard can it be.... Cinema, popcorn, fizzy pop.... oh God its going to be a nightmare. Please let the film be watchable and not like the pokemon film a friend of mine endured.

At least from what I've heard Shark Tale gets a good press......